I'm Letting Go.

Spring Sing week is finally here! This may or may not be the death of all of OC. So if you don't hear from me this week, you can blame it on Spring Sing.

We have practice/ tech run through every night, except for Wednesday. So it'll be pretty entertaining.

So the other night I had the most amazing dream ever. But, I know it isn't going to come true. What I hate the most is that a lot of people think every dream of theirs isn't going to come true. I know I think it. But why do we think that? With God everything is possible. So why do we have so little faith in him to think that even the simplest of dreams won't come true?

I guess that's one of the things I've been struggling with. Trusting God with everything is a lot harder than you think. I HATE not having control of things. When it comes to driving, I would rather drive than ride with someone else. When it comes to projects, or anything like that, I like to have control. I don't know why, but that is just how I am. So when it comes to my life, who better to be in control than me right? Wrong.

I know that if I have control of my life, things aren't going to end up in a good way. If God is in control, I know that everything will be perfectly fine in the end. So why is it so hard to trust him?

The answer is, I don't know.

But I sure wish I did.

This just gives you something to ponder :)

I'll write again hopefully at the end of Spring Sing.

Song of the Day:
I'm Letting Go - Francessca Battistelli